So, kill him [at Aulide]

here he is
       in his bed, so scared
              he can’t move,
                     he’s just,
                            forgotten,
                                   how,
                                          to move,
                                                 he’s maybe five years old?

here he is, in his bed, it’s green, he’s terrified
       and
              he’s staring at the
                     star stickers above him (behind it is the sky
                            and in the sky there are missiles that go boom and kill you)
here he is, he’s yeah five years old, he keeps fixating on the stars, petrified,
with his idiot face:
                                          kill him.

here he is
       he’s petrified in an apartment building stairwell in Montparnasse
              looking like a moron ,
                     his eleven-year-old dick
                            in the mouth
                                   of a guy who sucks little boys’ dicks,
once again
he doesn’t move
(again!)
                     he never moves when it’s time
                     to disappear quick;
what a fucking wimp.
       a total loser
              to end up alone
                     in a stairwell
                            in France
                                   with a guy who sucks little boys’ dicks
he shuts his eyes, now’s
              the moment:
                                          kill him.